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•Here I am again.ü.• AnneXtiane; Seventeen

1. BsComputerScience
2. UPLB - Proud Iska. :)
3. 24th October 1990
4. OverlyBubbly
5. perky. maldita
6. LittleMissAnne

superCOMSCIgirl ♥ superCOMSCIboy
love might not make the world go round
but it sures make life worthwhile

layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: -ambulance

Take me to the Past

Stalk ME♥

I realized that I can't put my life on hold for you baby! :))
So while waiting for you, I'm going to have FUNNNNNN! :D




ONE STEP AT A TIME? Ü






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Dear Other Self,

For the first time, I wasn't late. I wasn't even on time. I was really early :))
The "date" went on pretty well. We had lunch and a movie after. You know what bothers me?
It's nothing much really but anyway. I'll share. :))

It's those moments that we sort of switched back on being girlfriend-boyfriend. It was sweet really. :| But I'm confused. I know he doesn't want me back but heck I'm just glad we're okay. As in really okay. He occassionally teases me about a girl and I would pretend that I don't mind. He would mess my hair just to annoy me.

Then I realized, It was fun. Somehow. Nothing's too serious, we just enjoy the company of each another. One step at a time right?

I know I'm just wearing my heart on my sleeve. It's only been a week. Time would catch up on us again. I can feel it.

PS. I posted a movie ticket just so I won't forget this day
happened and it is not just a dream :))

YAY. Finally our "friendly" date pushed through. :))
It was really short but hands down amusing. (Oo na, kinikilig pa din ako hanngang ngayon!)
I can't wipe off the goofy grin on my face. Imagine that! (PAGBIGYAN NIYO NA AKO!)


We had lunch and then watched a movie after. Another hands down: MONSTER VS. ALIENS :)) Ang FUUUNNNNNNN lang eh. :3

Maaaaannnn, I can't wait for school to start. Hahaha!
So eager, really eager. :]


PS. Friend, thanks for the songs. Uhh, Theme song? Apologize :|
Loko ka din noh. Hahaha! I know you wouldn't read this anyway. So okay lang..
Magtitili at Magtatalon at Magtumbling :-* I love you still! :-*

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YEY! :D I'm relaunching my blog @ blogspot! This is a test post if this blog would be cross posted to blogger. :))

TEST.
TEST.
TEST.

Oh but wait, here's the blogger link.
Just in case:
http://chizbred.blogspot.com

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Before we go, you've read the entry so why not comment, a simple "Hi", "Hello!" or "Whadup" would do. :))
I miss you! Uhh, yes you stupid! :p

In short: PARAMDAM!

My last remaining cash just went *POOF* into thin air. :)) I promised not to buy clothes anymore but the big tarpaulin @ Maldita's (50% off SALE) tempted me to go in and just have a look see. I ended up buying new sets of sleeveless and spaggeti straps shirt, thinking it's SUMMER naman eh :D

I love sleeveless & spaggeti straps even if I have very much BIG ARMS. :)) It's comfy and cool. Bakit ba? :)) Keri naman kahit malaki ang braso ko! HAHAHA! (Ang lakas lang ng confidence! Forgive me!ü)

SUPERFICIAL lang ang dating ko eh :|

As I went to meet my mom and siblings, My mom pointed out that I shouldn't buy clothes anymore. Because I won't be needing it anymore for my next school because they have UNIFORMS. :))

Wow! When she said that, I realized that this thing isn't on the drawing board anymore but it's coming alive. :| Just making light of the situation and I'm being positive about it.
I'll just do my best and prove that what I am going to do is the right thing to do, I pretty much don't care now what others would say. Because...

I'm HAPPY though I'm nervous.
PERIOD.



PS. Maging supportive na lang kayo. Please.
K? We'll still be friends naman eh. :))
Forever and ever.

I want to open my frienster account. Just to have a look see.
But I'm afraid, I'll just be disappointed. :(

Can't wait for tomorrow. :))
Lage na lang napopostponed ang excited ko kasi :p

ANSWER THIS :))
PRETTY PLEASE.
IF YOU ANSWER, I'M GOING TO ANSWER THIS ONE FOR YOU TOO :>
PARA FAIR.
CHEERS TAYO! :D

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. I started smoking:

5. I stole something:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I ran away from home:

8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:


WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Take a bullet for me?

17. Keep in touch?

18. Try and solve my problems?

19. Love me?

20. Date me?

21. Sing with me?


HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?

23. Wanted to kiss me?

24. Wanted to kill me?

25. Broke my heart?

26. Kept something important from me?

27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?


MORE:

28. Who are you?

29. Are we friends?

30. When and how did we meet?

31. Describe me in one word:

32. What was your first impression?

33. Do you still think that way about me now?

34. What reminds you of me?

35. If you could give me anything what would it be?

36. How well do you know me?

37. When's the last time you saw me?

38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

39. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

I'm desperate to know how you are. How things are going. I'm desperate to ask if you miss me even for just a little bit,
but you know what? I'm afraid you'd say NO. Then, I'll turn emotional again for a day or so. I'll snapped back to reality after that, I know I try too hard to get your attention. But you're worth every single bit of my time.
Sometimes, I would go to my phone's gallery and stare at our last picture together. We we're both so happy even after
we parted ways. Then I would go ask myself, why we'd end up like this? :|

Our situation is complicated, we're definitely not lovers and I'm positive we're not friends friends. There's still that
special connection between us and you can't shrugged it off.
What's weird is you try not too care too much but I can feel deep deep deep inside that you do.
We could never be the same again..

I'm holding back on what I feel about you. I don't want to surprise you or anything. I'm just taking this one step
at a time, eventually you'll come to your senses. You'll realize what you did was a big mistake, but don't worry. I'm still
here when you decide to come back. All yours.

I'm loving you from the sidelines, No hugs nor kisses.
No sweet talks nor Endearing name calling.
Just subtle acts of expression.

You know what's even harder?

I have all this love on my heart bursting to come out.
The problem is, there's no one to share but you :)


I wish you could read my blog. Maybe you'll understand my feeling more but heck, you don't care about
Multiply that much the way that I do :) I'm not opening my friendster account anymore.. It hurts too much
to see your face online. It makes me feel that you're there even if you're not.

About that girl, I have this love/hate relationship with her. Sometimes she is my friend but sometimes she becomes a threat. Don't stay too close to her okay? Uhh, don't worry. I'll be there anyway. Seeyou @ school.
I can't wait to start over :)

Oh by the way, HappyONEweek of being apart baby. :)
Man, we're going to see each other tomorrow right? Off to celebrate or what.
Our plans would push through.
*cross fingers*

For those who can't relate, I suggest you better read this blog entry first:
http://chizbred24.multiply.com/journal/item/354

Hahahaha. After two days, a few arguments and a lot of thorough explaining...

HE FINALLY SAID YES. :)
(Hahaha. Oha! Pumayag na siya. Hindi ako bigo man! :p)

I can't be any happier, well. I could be happier if this goes on and on!
But BLAAAAH! One step at a time okay?
I'm still adjusting to the consequences. I'm just glad that he finally hear me out, one way or another. (:
I'm happy that atleast he knows that I understand him so much and I'm here for him after all we've been through.

Can't wait for tomorrow or whenever that day would be. :}





Kelangan magpaganda! Hahaha! :)
Kras na kras kasi kita!
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I got rejected once, then twice, then thrice.
But hey, Malakas ang fighting spirit ko! :)

It's been a busy day. Inquiring on course curriculum :|
I'm quite excited to start school again but I don't know, I have to settle the things I'm going to leave behind :(

I'm going to miss everything, it's a risk but I have to do this (:


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Three things about you
1. I'm going to trade school for something/someone I really love.
2. My heart was broken by the same person twice. (Uhh, hindi nadala! :p)
3. Yes, I'm naturally curly. Dalagang Pilipina my man :p

Three things you're doing right now
1. Answering this :)
2. Waiting for a text. (I know, he will text me. I can feel it.) EDIT: He texted me. YAY! but I will not reply yet, Make him wait a little :>
3. Texting.

Three things you did yesterday
1. Bum around the house.
2. Internet.
3. Daydreamed. (So productive, right?)

Three things you want
1. My ex boyfriend.
2. Love ♥
3. A big teddy bear hug!

Three pets you want
1. Guinea Pig
2. Husky.
3. Turtle Smurtle. :3

Three of your best friends
1. Marky Baby! :p
2. Mumay.
3. Nix.

Three of your favorite family members
1. Patsy, my maldita sister.
2. Nanay, may favorite lola.
3. Mi, mom :D

Three things you drink daily
1. Water
2. Milk
3. --

Three of your favorite movies
1. Taken.
2. Princess Diaries (Haha. Disney kid still)
3. PS I love you

Three of your favorite musicians/bands
1. John Mayer.
2. Secondhand Serenade
3. Not much of a music buff.

Three of your favorite TV shows
1. CSI :D
2. OTH.
3. GossipGirl

Three of your most recent texts (who from)
1. Mumay
2. AJ
3. Mark (YAY!)

Three people you've spoken to in the past 24 hours
1. Patsy
2. Mom
3. Dad

Three songs you last heard
1. I
2. can't
3. remember

Three people you last hugged
1. Patsy
2. Nanay
3. Mark (Awww. shucks! That was last sunday pa! :()

Three things you last ate
1. Kwek-kwek
2. A piece of siomai
3. Soup

Three cities/towns you've lived in
1. Santa Rosa
2. Manila
3. Los Baños

Three places you'd like to visit
1. Paris
2. Hongkong
3. Palawan

Three things you're looking forward to
1. Hanging out with him again! :))
2. Enchanted Kingdom, or Malling tomorrow with Friends!
3. SCHOOL :p

Three of your pet peeves
1. People who breaks other people's heart. :| (BITTER!)
2. People who makes you feel left out.
3. People who makes you feel like crap.

Three reasons you last saw a doctor
1. For cancer vaccine
2. Dengue Fever :(
3. w/ my mom checkup

Three of your favorite teachers
1. Life
2. Mark
3. Friiieeends.

Three of your favorite subjects in school
1. PE :) HAHAHA!
2. CMSC subjects, uhh.. Not really..
3. GE >:D

Three things to the right of you
1. Teddy
2. Phone
3. Speakers

Three things to the left of you
1. Fan
2. Cellphone
3. Box

Three reasons you're taken (or single)
1. Breakup.
2. I'm waiting for someone.
3. It is just not our time yet. :(

Three things you like to do on the weekends
1. Go out with him.
2. Watch Monsters vs. Aliens
3. Hang out with friends.

Three things you're feeling right now
1. Full
2. Nostalgic
3. Giddy

Three things you hate
1. Gossip >.<
2. High price commodities
3. Fake friends

Three things you love
1. M ♥
2. happy faces
3. rainbow clouds

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Uhh, I can't say it's officially summer vacation for me. It's so cold outside and I'm missing the brighter than sunshine feel (:

Anyway, I've been mulling over what to do this day or for the next few days while I decide if I'm going to leave or not. :| (Definitely, I'm headed to goodbye!)
Since I lost my all time favorite playing buddy, who wants to teach me or tutor me to play DoTa? Hahaha. I only know the basics and I guess it's time for me to embrace the fact that I need to get strong in playing this game one way or another. I just have to :P

Or I want to play Left4Dead, I only tried it once and I want to try it again. Come on!
Let's play (:

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PS! :) I lost some of your numbers. Text me again so I can save them :)
Please Please Please! Let's be summer texting buddies. HAHAHA (:

Wow. It's been five freaking days since the DUNDUNDUNDUN breakup happened. (:
and I'm okay. Well, I guess I'm okay.. I could be okay.. (I want to blog it all out but I still can't face the fact that if I typed it and posted it, it will be all too real and that I have to admit that I'm not just having a nightmare but it's the sad sad reality of life.. BLECHHH! DRAMA!)

Hahaha. My brain cells aren't working properly. All that I typed above sounds gibberish or is it just me? :3

GUESS WHAT?

I asked a freaking boy out :|
Hahahaha. It was out of the blue, and I badly wanted to catch up with this certain mister.
Then I got rejected. HAHA (: Well, he said he'll think about it.

Oh Man, PUMAYAG KA NA LANG KASI (:

Dundundun! Waiting for his text.
The anticipation is killing me. :D

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On a much brighter note, I'm playing this game right now.
CLICK HERE! It's really cool. Let's duel together!

Uhh, feeling bakasyon naman ako kahit hindi pa. I must fix papers and stuff pa :|

To leave or not? (:











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I miss you! I hope I see you tomorrow or maybe
I will get to see you everyday! ♥

Wow. I've been trying to write a decent blog entry about how I really feel on the past few days. But somehow, whenever I typed a full paragraph. I would click the X at the upper right side of the page. :|

I'm thinking that sharing what I've been through would just make it worse. Or the words 'Pathetic' and 'Loser' would come to your mind. I just don't need judgmental people at my side right now neither too comforting people, maybe because I want to sort it out on my own.

Uhh. Basta.. It's a long story.. I don't want this blog entry to turn all weepy (:

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PIPOL (:

Comment / Suggest a song! Anything goes just make sure it's a HAPPY SONG and not Emo/weepy/senti kind. I need a HAPPY / JOLLY / JOYFUL / Uhh, I think you're getting my point right?

A song that whenever you hear it you think of the bright sun, summer and all things happy. (: Puhleassseee! I want a HAPPY SONG, a very HAPPY ONE (:

Dance Music would be appreciated. I'm going to download it all! YAY! (:






PS. As much as possible, not a lovesong! Hehe. Alam mu na, medyo allergic ako dun ngayon eh. :D Tsaka kasi, maiingget lang ako. Hehehe!